what is it

Feeling of emptiness has creeped in ... don't know why :-|

Peace!

Listening to the 60s-70s hindi songs. 60s-70s time still mesmerizes me at times.

I was dead tired & exhausted so did not go for the classes today. I am not going to miss anything because not many were willing to come for the class today. Tomorrow would be another off. I am simply going to relax.

Peace!

Mystery

Oh boy - that filesystem part gave me nightmares yest. I was missing out on one small command & today in the class I realized when Y***** typed that command & as usual I came up with my Why question. I know these folks laughed at me but thats ok - I'll be their CEO one day & would then even out the 'balances' of the past with interest - i am kidding! Anyways these classes are fun & somehow they have brought some kind of liveliness in my life. Probably because I've come out of  my comfort zone and I travel all the way to South Ext.  Yes, only recently because of the classes that I started travelling in the DTC buses - forgot to mention - the green & the red buses. Boy ! It took me a while to get out of this zone after I moved to Dwarka.

South Ext is special to me because I've spent a good amount of time here during my college days. In fact even after college i still used to hang out there with my NIIT gang. And there's something about the life in that part of Delhi. I am full of energy (touchwood!) but little bit tired too. But thats worth it.

I promised myself that I won't behave as if I 've drugged myself. I simply can't help it. I feel so good when I see that green light in front of his name on the IM. The worst part is he doesn't even ping me to say hello :( God - You have made day & night - earth & the moon - can't you change the script of his life's patri & put my name somewhere there next to his (you know what I mean ;-) ) - no I am damn serious :D - its not that big & tough for you i believe!