Update!

His father called my father yesterday and wanted to find out if there is any change in my decision about his son. No comments as I've already abused this guy a lot! :D

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Finally I received my flipbook thru courier today. I only spent 50 bucks on this photo album :) It was worth it. I liked the prints and the size of the pics and the album is good compared to what I had on my mind.

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How people take decisions when it comes to their life partner and marriage ? - blah blah whatever...

                                                                       

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Told him that I've a huge crush on him. He is not ready to get into a relationship right now. It seems another story has come to an almost end - 

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My utmost priority is to get a job ... am trying... lets see...

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This guy came along with his parents to 'see' me. He did not utter a single word to me - did not ask anything. Bizarre part - his parents are ok with the proposal. They did not ask/talk to me either. Is that how it is done in an 'arranged' marriage. The guy spoke to me over the phone after he was pestered by his parents. And his father is after my parents life regarding this proposal. They expect me to say "Yes" to them. Why ? And to top it all he sends me a request to join him in one of those social networking websites after a single phone conversation. I told him already that am not active on these sites (bolne mein kya jaata hai ;-)) but still he did it. And he tells me over the phone that I can see "about him" on one of these sites. Crap! I mean can one summarize about himself/herself on these sites. Abbey O isi site pe shaadi bhi kar lena...

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Peace! Peace! Peace! :)

Helplessness!

I dont know as how to deal with pent up emotions. This independence day is going to be all different from the ones which I had till date. For the past one week am kind of terrified with the thought of meeting this guy and his parents. I don't want to meet him - why in this world are they wasting their time and coming all the way to B'lore.  I don't know what to do or how to cope up with this. I am all stressed out and guess that has started to show on my face too.

They say you have to be practical in life but when it comes to relationships you use your heart not your head - someone told me this few years ago. And it all got refreshed when the same was repeated in one of the episodes of 'Castle'. You make 'them' using your heart not brain. I am hoping for miracles tomorrow.

Life's mystery continues

I dont feel like meeting this guy who is going to be here on 15th. - Not even 1% .

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When am I going to get a job. I don't know that yet. But am hopeful :)

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I ordered a book online which describes Mughal's art, their living & history. Mughal's life always fascinated me. They lived a luxurious life. Agra fort & the monuments of Delhi/Agra has always triggered a curiosity within myself. Book would arrive hopefully next or the next to next week. Lets see how it goes.

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Everyone I talk to these days is travelling to some place. And when I think about myself I get a bad bad feeling.

Peace!