Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Journey continues ....

Been a while since I posted anything on this space. Well, past few days were hectic. Now back to relaxed mode  :D

In the past few days I've learnt that RIP doesn't always mean Rest In Peace (Courtesy: fb) :D. Thanks to the course which I joined few days back. It was fun. Learning after so long in a new city. The institute was new to me, the faculty, pretty lady at the reception and of course how can I forget my batch mates. On the first day I took auto to reach the on time but I realized that a bus would be a good option while going back home after the classes. After all I am not earning :D But I wasn't aware as where to board the bus for my place. When I asked after the class this guy offered that he will let me know. He went all the way to the bus stop which is a good 10-15 mins from the institute and helped me to get the bus for my place. Next day I came to know that he doesn't board the bus from I do. He boards the bus from another bus stop which is hardly a few seconds walk from the institute. I was amazed. Thanks so much , Batchmate for your help!

My faculty was equally good. And the locales here talk so soft and they smile :) And I liked it. I can't compare the volume of my vocal chord with them. That will put me to shame :D Travelling by bus was even more fun :) People helped me out when this stranger needed help :D Now as the course is over I am missing out on all the fun. A good 30 mins walk from the bus stop - travelling in the bus with the route# *04

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Trip to South - I mean deep south is on card - we would be going there on 23rd. So would be spending X-mas time with my cousins, Aunts & Uncles :) Not sure when we are going to be back but hopefully should be before the new year. Lets see how things would turn out ....

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And this time I am simply not in a mood to meet any guy. Enough of all this! I can't carry on with this torture anymore. It was the same story 6 months back and no different after 6 months. Somethings never change ;-)

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My appetite for shopping hasn't reduced. It's still the same but I try to control all the 'emotions' of buying stuff - be it footwear, clothes from Madame or a lip gloss stick. I recently bought 2 suits and few kurtis - courtesy: my parents! At this age my parents are supporting me. It should be other way around but then I know my parents - they won't take a single penny from me.

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A big rainbow appeared when I came back after attending one of the job interviews. I was slightly depressed and that rainbow cheered me up ! :) It happened couple of weeks back. That was God's way of saying - Cheer up Girl! There's more good to come :)

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I am missing Delhi's winter this time. I miss every damn thing about Delhi - friends, office, gol-gappas, tikki, oranges - I mean this season has lot to offer - oh yeah - gaajar ja juice and halwa! And last year during this season was on Cloud-9. Ab****** knows y ;-) those were the good old times :)

Merry X-Mas !!! :) Peace!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Latest

Not sure what this would lead to but I want to tread carefully this time.

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KBC's this season's last episode was aired in the eve - today. I'll definitely miss AB's voice & the courage and strength of numerous people whom I get to see on this tv program.

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Priority for now: to get a job ASAP

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Birthday! :)


Every year I hope for good things,
every year I say a silent prayer,
but it remains almost all the same,
next year is far - am not even sure of tomorrow, that day after tomorrow and the week and the months.

God bless me! Amen!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Staircase and exercise :)

Used staircase to go down today from the 19th floor of our building.

And came up till 15th floor using the staircase. Phew! I was gasping for air and my legs were still ok.

It was a good exercise! :)

Wish

Wish someone can understand me.

Peace!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Haircut...

Had my haircut today after a gap of 65 days :) And I paid Rs.400 for this cut.

In Delhi a haircut like this had cost me Rs.200 and I dont have to worry about it for the next 6 months.

People here in B'lore think that everyone has got loads and tons of money and they make ways to extract money from others be it auto drivers, beauticians at the Parlour or assistance at the dept. stores. Arrey bhai money pplant $$$ nahi barsaata hai 


Anyways I hope that this cut would last for another couple of months. I went for my last hair cut to the same parlour for which they changed me Rs.225

Went to another mall this gone weekend - I found good suit pieces but now the next problem is to find  a good tailor. I am telling you - thats going to be a very big challenge! :)

Peace!

Monday, August 29, 2011

Update!

His father called my father yesterday and wanted to find out if there is any change in my decision about his son. No comments as I've already abused this guy a lot! :D

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Blah blah blah!

Finally I received my flipbook thru courier today. I only spent 50 bucks on this photo album :) It was worth it. I liked the prints and the size of the pics and the album is good compared to what I had on my mind.

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How people take decisions when it comes to their life partner and marriage ? - blah blah whatever...
                                                                       
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Told him that I've a huge crush on him. He is not ready to get into a relationship right now. It seems another story has come to an almost end - 

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My utmost priority is to get a job ... am trying... lets see...

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This guy came along with his parents to 'see' me. He did not utter a single word to me - did not ask anything. Bizarre part - his parents are ok with the proposal. They did not ask/talk to me either. Is that how it is done in an 'arranged' marriage. The guy spoke to me over the phone after he was pestered by his parents. And his father is after my parents life regarding this proposal. They expect me to say "Yes" to them. Why ? And to top it all he sends me a request to join him in one of those social networking websites after a single phone conversation. I told him already that am not active on these sites (bolne mein kya jaata hai ;-)) but still he did it. And he tells me over the phone that I can see "about him" on one of these sites. Crap! I mean can one summarize about himself/herself on these sites. Abbey O isi site pe shaadi bhi kar lena...

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Peace! Peace! Peace! :)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Helplessness!

I dont know as how to deal with pent up emotions. This independence day is going to be all different from the ones which I had till date. For the past one week am kind of terrified with the thought of meeting this guy and his parents. I don't want to meet him - why in this world are they wasting their time and coming all the way to B'lore.  I don't know what to do or how to cope up with this. I am all stressed out and guess that has started to show on my face too.

They say you have to be practical in life but when it comes to relationships you use your heart not your head - someone told me this few years ago. And it all got refreshed when the same was repeated in one of the episodes of 'Castle'. You make 'them' using your heart not brain. I am hoping for miracles tomorrow.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Life's mystery continues

I dont feel like meeting this guy who is going to be here on 15th. - Not even 1% .

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When am I going to get a job. I don't know that yet. But am hopeful :)

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I ordered a book online which describes Mughal's art, their living & history. Mughal's life always fascinated me. They lived a luxurious life. Agra fort & the monuments of Delhi/Agra has always triggered a curiosity within myself. Book would arrive hopefully next or the next to next week. Lets see how it goes.

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Everyone I talk to these days is travelling to some place. And when I think about myself I get a bad bad feeling.

Peace!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

New City - Bangalore

Yes, finally in Bangalore! Never ever imagined that I would be leaving a city like Delhi where I've spent most of my years & move down to South. Well that's what life is all about - change - constant change.

I am without a job here but the hunt is still on. And would continue till I find something good.

My cousin, her husband & her 2 kids are the people that I know here.And have met them few times. Its good to spend some time with kids. They would take you in their own world which you would enjoy. Atleast I enjoyed :)

These days I keep exploring B'lore on its map - try to look for the places that I've been to - places I come to know - places I can visit - and the distance b/w a place to mine.

Delhi roads are the best in the country :) And this BSNL broadband connection is damn slow. But I still want to explore this city with its people.

I wish my hero/crush was here ;-) Atleast I would have been to few places in this city by now. :D I'll wait till he comes back :)

Jack: How're you ? I am all well. :)

Friday, June 10, 2011

Its final!

Finally we are moving to Bangalore permanently. 24th is when we would be flying to the city. I would leave delhi forever n' ever. And that almost brings tears in  my eyes. This is is the city where I've grown up - where I've made friends - where I've spent almost 25-26 yrs of my life. 

Bangalore would be a new city for me. Being a south Indian I've never lived my life in that part of India. We used to visit our hometown that too only for vacations. This is going to be a new experience for me. Lets see how city treats me or vice-verse.

I would miss everything about Delhi :(

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

la lalalalaaaaaa....

Let me come back to my original self ... :)

Friday, April 22, 2011

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I overheard my parents conversation yesterday. My father was telling my mother about the marriage proposals that we are going to get - he said that only good thing about me is the color of my skin - thats it. I cant converse in my mother tongue & probably he said many more things about me which I did not get to hear. Now I've to compromise on the guys as I've crossed 30 ( and good for nothing ). Small little things have started to irritate him it seems. He did not like when I was watching Roadies yest. Starting of the week was equally bad because I got into argument with my brother & mother. Now no one is on my side. I am just not feeling good. It feels that they've killed my inner self. They're not at all happy with me because my life is not going the way they wanted. what should I do ? Probably I let them down somewhere. My father wanted me learn driving which i did but then I stopped driving because I find driving is not cup of my tea. He wanted me to get into a day shift kind of a job - am on a lookout for the past an year or so and still that search is on. He wanted me to get married like any parents wish - is that my fault too when the guys I meet ask for my salary in front of everybody/ or the guys father would ask me to take off my glasses to see if I could be a match for his son ? Is my life that worthless - am I a looser in real sense ? Tears simply roll off on my cheeks when I think of all this. Would I be able to regain my true self ?



Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Not again

Do I have to go thru the rejections once again ?


I am not scared of rejections but atleast you can treat me like a human being. 


And I deserve that.


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Went thru this link : http://in.news.yahoo.com/blogs/opinions/rickshaw-drivers-vampires-bengaluru-20110416-011923-819.html 


A good one - And I liked the dead end & vampires of Bengaluru :)

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

break break

Need a break - break - break.


N' yes Elmo sings so beautiful -  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSYadh2xmcI - love you baby muaaaaaah!

Friday, February 25, 2011

what is it

Feeling of emptiness has creeped in ... don't know why :-|

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Peace!

Listening to the 60s-70s hindi songs. 60s-70s time still mesmerizes me at times.

I was dead tired & exhausted so did not go for the classes today. I am not going to miss anything because not many were willing to come for the class today. Tomorrow would be another off. I am simply going to relax.

Peace!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Mystery

Oh boy - that filesystem part gave me nightmares yest. I was missing out on one small command & today in the class I realized when Y***** typed that command & as usual I came up with my Why question. I know these folks laughed at me but thats ok - I'll be their CEO one day & would then even out the 'balances' of the past with interest - i am kidding! Anyways these classes are fun & somehow they have brought some kind of liveliness in my life. Probably because I've come out of  my comfort zone and I travel all the way to South Ext.  Yes, only recently because of the classes that I started travelling in the DTC buses - forgot to mention - the green & the red buses. Boy ! It took me a while to get out of this zone after I moved to Dwarka.

South Ext is special to me because I've spent a good amount of time here during my college days. In fact even after college i still used to hang out there with my NIIT gang. And there's something about the life in that part of Delhi. I am full of energy (touchwood!) but little bit tired too. But thats worth it.

I promised myself that I won't behave as if I 've drugged myself. I simply can't help it. I feel so good when I see that green light in front of his name on the IM. The worst part is he doesn't even ping me to say hello :( God - You have made day & night - earth & the moon - can't you change the script of his life's patri & put my name somewhere there next to his (you know what I mean ;-) ) - no I am damn serious :D - its not that big & tough for you i believe!

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Hangover 'over'

Landed on earth from "Cloud-50" ( thats a new term by me). And its good to accept and face the truth & the reality of life. gurrrrrrrr....  I would not under any circumstance look at my face in the mirror and smile & sing as if I had drugged myself. I would still listen to Elvis Presley's famous no - Cant help falling in love with you. And won't dream myself to be with him. Most importantly - Valentine's Day is approaching and this time I am not going to wear anything red - promise! :)

I am at peace and my blood pressure is now at a manageable level :)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

blah blah blah

Its been hectic these days - reasons - weekdays am occupied with work and back by 10:15 PM and on weekends ( which are sat/sun) I attend my classes in South Ext. Kind of stressed out.

Initially when we started off with the class last month we were only 3 of us. 4th guy joined after couple of days & 2 more people joined our batch from today onwards. I somehow did not like these 2 joinees :( One of them was  trying to be smart. Anyways its just a matter of another month. The other 2 folks who joined with me they keep pulling my leg all the time. I somehow enjoy their jokes even if its on me and don't mind their mindless zokes :)

I just came to know that my present crush is 3-4 yrs younger to me .... bohoooooooo. Ok... can't say for how long this will last for me :D But its good to be happy :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

LOL...

'Scary cat' episode & Kunal's ST episode will 'haunt' me for a while. And these episodes will bring smile on my face when I'll think about it. Oh boy ....

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

The End :)

He is married. End of story even before it started. Good for me. Thanks Abhishek!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

lalala la laaa lala.....

I wish it continues the same way. I wish we still stick to 10 hrs shift :D I do not want this to change. When I wanted to it did not and now when i dont want to probably it would change :-| Reason: :D :D ;-) This guy who travels with me in the cab is so sweeeeeet! I wish he is single ;-)  Crushes  infuses a fresh life in ones heart. I am no exception. Lets see how things work out.