One lazy weekend!

I was so happy that from today onwards i was suppose to be 'in' the day shift. But then change is one word which can trickle in from anywhere... you never know. well, from tuesday onwards for this week i am kept in evening shift for some training. Only training n' no work... well i wont mind :)

I wish that puppet makers in India starts coming out with a prototype of a zoozoo. Laughing & smiling zoozoo. I'll buy not one but two of them n' will keep them near my bed. Because that part is also visible from the main room as well as from my parents room. Moreover, they can help me to be in a positive frame of mind no matter what. Their smile & laugh cracks me. Love you... muaaaah...!!!

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There are few numbers which when heard reminds me of someone or the other even today:

1. Masakali : Reminds me of Lalit as he had set this number as his caller tune.

2. Ji Karta (Singh is King): Pragalb.... :)

3. Singh is King : Sachin

4. Mera tughse ka : Bhupinder & his co.

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It was really nice to have spoken to Saroj, sheetal & Shruti after a long time. Shruti is coming back from Australia after her month long training ended this friday. She sounded happy. N' I can very well understand this because i was almost on Cloud9 when we landed on IGI Airport after a 15 days training in US. It feels special to be back with our own people, our own land & amidst our culture. N' of course our folks & siblings :) I dont see myself settling outside this country. Because I know I would be alone. 

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I was going thru one of the dailies n' came across this article on Jennifer Aniston. It was written that she still hasnt got over her relationship with Brad Pitt. I really feel bad for that lady because I've seen her work in one of the most popular shows 'Friends'. She along with her colleagues had made many of us laugh & forgot our worries. I am no one to comment on someones personal life/tragedy. But I do feel for that lady. Its not that easy to end a marriage but I wish that she finds someone who can make her forget her past. Everyone has the right in this world to be loved & to be happy. She is no exception. Money & fame cant get you everything in life. It is just a step towards fulfillment of your 'wants'.

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I love her. Her is my mother here. She's been my source of strength these days along with zoozoo & Elmo :D I really wish that I get her as my mother in all my births. I dont have words to describe her but she's the one who along with my father completes my world. Words wont be sufficient to thank her for everything she has done for me from the day she gave birth to me. Even at this age she still considers me one of her babies at times :D I love you ma n' pa ! You complete me because I am part of you!

A promise

I was not in a good mood all throughout the day n' I dont blame anyone for that. But I am feeling really bad from within &  the last time when I was in such mood was some years ago.

I was not aware as what went wrong with him as he did not turn up for the work for the past 2 days. But I knew something was not right because he isnt that type of guy who would bunk from work when he is needed most (specially on 7th). I even messaged him yesterday -asking & hoping that are fine at his end . I didnt get any answer but sometimes one is so occupied that he/she probably might not respond to the calls/smses depending on the seriousness of the situation. Happens with everyone. The only thing I did as far as I can recall was with a smiling face I asked him why he didnt turn up for work for the past 2 days. He was furious on hearing this & yelled at me in front of everyone. I felt bad really bad because i was at the receiving end. Entire day I couldnt smile. I cant when someone snubs me like that. I guess I bonded well with him & others but I guess we're all different. At one point of time i almost had tears in my eyes but then crying is not the resolution. The last time when I felt like this was one of my newly appointed TL screamed at me for not completing my work. Thats still justifiable. But what happened today is still  a mystery to me. Saurabh was amazed to know that I argue & fight with my colleagues. He couldnt believe. 

Anyways, from tomorrow onwards at work its only going to be work & nothing else- no more jokes & no more personal questions. Period. Probably that would be good for me & others well. 

zoozoo

**** I saw him in my dreams once again... whts wrong with me .... He is one of my ex-crushes. I didnt think about him in the past one month and still wonder how he managed to get into one of my beautful dreams. I was in this mountain which was carved out to make shops & galleries. It was huge & big. It was all green everywhere with grasses & shrubs. and then there was this waterfall too in the same area. Then the wierdiest thing happened. I saw my school & then principal there. The place was crowded & was buzzing with people.I saw him there. He was on his cellphone talking to his gf. After we greeted each other I moved ahead & heard teling his gf on the other line that i was looking good with short hair :) Boyyyyy....  When on this earth am I going to meet you pumpkin boy ? You're still one of my heroes. 

**** Friday was fun day for me. I met Shaheen & Ravi after a gap of 2 years. This meet was only possible b'coz Shaheen flown in from US for her 2 weeks holiday trip to India. I met Yashi last month but meeting in a group was fun. I had a good time after a long long time. It was a coincidence that we 3 of us were dressed in white & black n' were carrying their own umbrellas. I had gone to meet them after i came back from the shift but it was all worth it. The way Yashi pampered me that day reminded me of Ankita. We used to be best of the friends. But then marriage thing happened for her & she simply vanished from the scene. I miss you moti thats what we used to call each other.

**** I've immersed myself into work these days. N' seems it has started getting into my head. That calls for a break which only god knows when am I going to get.

**** I fail to control my temper these days. I promised myself in my previous post but i feel there is no improvement. Guess its better to ignore people & their doings. Thats what helped me in the past. Lets c....

**** I am in love with z00z00s these days. They're so cute & their laughter brings a smile on my face. Their ads are simply wow. Only today came to know from Yugal that these are the acts performed by the human beings. Imagination & creativity has no end. I simply love them n' not to forget my Elmo.muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah......

Thats all for the time being.... Peace!