25th December 2013 - Wednesday

It was a good day :)

Went to Church in the morning. So many wishes - that really made my day specially calls from S**** and N****. You guys are still the best. In the evening met Prachi. Krithika and Geetanjali came over to my place. It was a day spent very well.

Cleaning up the doors, windows, furnitures were not easy. And yes Santa also went for a bath this year :)

Peace!

X-Mas Greetings!

Been a while I updated this space. Thinking of updating it for the past few days.

First of all let me wish everyone a Merry Christmas through this post!

In my upcoming posts I've decided to put all the good things that have had happened to me. No matter how small or big these moments were.

See you soon! :)
Peace!

koochie kooye

Writing after so long ...

Nothing special to add except the feeling I went through today. Wanted to hug someone today - question is who ?  I hate such feelings coz there's no one to hug right now. anyways I am at peace and as long as am in this state of mind - I am good :)

Peace!

Today..

Don't remember as when was the last time I updated this space. But it's been for a while now. Classes and then loads of work in the office.weekends are the time I get to sit at home and relax. But I end up going out for something or the other.

Watched 'jab tak hai jaan' today. In fact watched a movie after a long time. I liked the concept. Everything has got a time - be it love or anything else.Everything happens for a reason and He is the one who writes our story in his own way. A subject like love and relationship still confuses me. But whatever it is I'll sit back and would take  life as it comes. And somehow for the past few days there's a feeling that has erupted inside me - to meet my Delhi friends. To see them how they are doing - to sit and relax with them and of course to laugh with them. Really cherish those old days.Abhishek, Sarika, Rajeev, Kunal to name few who worked with me.you laugh at your own worries and trouble when in a company of good friends. I miss them all.

I'll update this space with more thoughts soon. Till then peace! 

Him

I met him and his family finally.It felt as if they had come to meet us to complete the formality. I didn't knew that I'll end up liking this guy.we exchanged pleasantries after our families met. I still don't know why he said that he would talk to me over the phone nice he goes back when was asked by his father to talk to me. He is 36 yrs old and didn't get the feeling as if am meeting someone who is that old. I liked everything about him - his personality, smartness, how he conversed, how he was dressed (formals - thank god no tight jeans) -his small little eyes and of course his small bulging tummy. There was one point when he was talking to everyone and I almost lost myself in his words. He s the first guy whom I've actually liked in the first meeting.thats a different story that we did not talk - still don't know the reason. I waited for his call last weekend thought he would callback but he didn't. I have no regrets. I went thru some beautiful feelings and emotions after meeting him. Not aware of his true nature and behaviour but whatever it was that day that was good :)he is just like the way I wanted him to be :) still no regrets . I am still happy. Life is all about experiences so mine is no different :)

That mesmerising night

Day passed by and it was good being Friday :) except few people at work things were good. Now 4 days break ... Ahhhhaaaa...

While on my way back to home today got completely lost on thoughts. Suddenly I realised that Rajeev used to be great guy once upon time. He always made me smile no matter how bad my mood used to be.somewhere down the lane I somehow missed all the old folks. I took my cellphone and instantly dialled Rajeev's number without giving it a thought.he said he would call back Ashe was at work and tomorrow would be day to talk - being weekend. He sounded in a good chirpy voice and mood- so that's a good sign.

Few days back again while coming back from work I looked up and started to stare at the street lights which were shining brightly on the sides of the road. The more I looked t it and swiftly got transfered to my Delhi days. That feeling was awesome. I completely lost  myself to Delhi thoughts. There was something mesmerising about those lights. It was one unexplainable feeling I went thru that day.

Feeling tired and wanted to sleep now. Neck pain still troubles me. Add on to it the ear pain. Bhudaapa aa gaya, Sally! Good night !

Today

Will try to update this space everyday. This would be the where no one can judge me. This is where I'll try to talk to myself. I know this voice from my heart cannot be heard by you but that's alright. People call this phase as 'life' and I too would join them in saying this. Talking to oneself is not easy. You can talk and think but when you share it with someone it's like you've been heard. Zindagi ka kattu satya yeh bhi hai ....ab joh cheez mere liye nahi hai means nahi hai. Kya kar sakte hain. Ek baar dekh liya hota ki kaisa lag raha hai un shabdo aur baaton ko sun ke -sirf ek baar. Ek fariyad humne bhi kari lekin kya karein umeed karte karte zindagi beet gayi .....