28th July 2015

A lot has happened since last time I wrote. Cleared PMP - finally! That was one mammoth task and felt relieved afterwards. The feeling of achieving something on your own by giving in your day and night is priceless! Now aiming for a job change - hope n pray it happens soon.

Gone Saturday attended team outing. It was fun and different from usual weekends and working days. Hadn't Shruti planned for it I wouldn't have attended it. Food and activities were fun. Missed company of friends but Shruti was there. So tagged along with her.

I think have become more bold now. But have to think carefully from head. Probably I am still learning!

Learnt to let go things which are not meant for me. It's not that easy but somewhere down in your life one has to make that choice. So I did.

Today Abhilasha's words prompted me to think over it. Whatever happens its for good. I still don't know how to answer when people ask me whether I found someone in the past. Truth is I met so many people but no one stood by my side like a rock. Probably I am just not that lucky. But let it be. I am fine like this. everything happens for a reason and am sure there's something more good to come :) But dating still a big no :)

Have put on so much - got to reduce :)

Love n Peace! 

26th April 2015

Lot has happened since my last post -

* Lost both my upper molars - needless to say its for my ongoing treatment. Braces on my upper teeths caused real trouble to me and was off from work for 3 days.Luckily Dr was visiting so he fixed it again. This chap looks really sweet without that lab coat :P

* Pinged one of my ex-crushes to get my CV reviewed. came to know that he went through a divorce. Was really upset for few days. This guy doesnt deserve this. But whatever happens it happens for good. He would get his second chance and I can dream about him :D *blush*

* Gearing up for the exam - not sure what  would write and how it would go

* Nothing great at work front. Utterly confused as what I want to do. Lot of restructuring happening at work. Anyhow have updated my profile on hob sites.

* My neighbors at work act funny at times. But I am not complaining as humour is needed in life. And who doesnt like to get compliments. Thanks J*****!

* This guy in the office recently moved from Mumbai and he looks so sweet. * haaai*

* Tried to hook up Yash* and Abh**. So last week spoke with Yas** - seems she is not ready for it. Np problem. Lets try Ka**** & him. Would speak to her in the eve :P people should not remain single for long - not good

As far as I am concerned I want to make friends - lots of them. Love-shove is not meant for me and I am not sad for this - not at all. If someone has to come, he would knock :) Everyone has got a life to live - and its different for everyone. So its different for me too ! I am accepting the will of God. Let him take control of my life - but would keep doing my bit too :) *Best Friends*

Peace!

7th Feb 2015

So much has happened at work. Lakshmi and Priyanka are gone :( Last year moved to 2nd floor. New floor - new folks around but the team was the same. Then my cubicle neighbour. After so many months, I realized he's a funny man. He can tickle anyone with his talks. One should listen to his conversations with his team members and manager - its all so funny.

* On a call with his manager on a speaker phone with his colleague (seated in his cubicle)
Manager: so are you guys in a closed conference room
He: yes sir. all closed around

* Few days back someone was humming our national anthem from one of the neighbouring cubicles. So I pinged my neighbour on chat saying the same.
Me: hey someone humming our national anthem
He: yeah, must be Modi's grandson
me: lol
He: should I go and kick him
Me: Go ahead - we are already on a Titanic (sinking ship) :P

* Yesterday overheard this on one of his call -
" Ek ghar mein bachche ka 2 papa nahi hota" :d On hearing I made some face in front of him and after he was done with his call asked him. Seems his team was confused on reporting structure because of 2 directors at the top.

I asked him as what makes him tick. He answer was Bollywood movies :D

Bless him and his family !

Peace!

1st Feb '15

Today met the pals from my batch. Sometimes the unimaginable happens in our life. Met Anita n Pooja after school days. Anita was the same girl who used to attend tuition classes with me. And I was able to recall only today while speaking to her. Met Pummy too. You share a special bonding with the people you studied and even more special when your parents worked in the same dept and you lived in the same society or colony. We had langar in the Gurudwara. First time in my life and then spent some time in McD.

Peace n love to everyone!

11th Jan'15

Forgot and misplaced my wallet contaong 7.5k of cash with debit and ID cards. The guy at the MC was sensible and picked and submitted at the counter. I realized after an hour that I left the wallet somewhere. Ran and finally got it at MC counter. Really thank them from the bottom of my heart.

Went to parlour and this female was trying to be smart to get her things done before me. She was kind of impatient and the guy at the counter realized it. But he ensured that I am getting my chance as I came before her. He specifically told the girl that I need to be looked first. Thank you so much!

And then I got a hair cut in the morning. Went for short hair after 1.5 yrs of growing them long. Was getting split ends so had then short.

Love and Peace!

23rd and 24th Dec

Finally the day came and starts the beginning of my leaves. 

23rd Dec: kind of got into argument with S****** on paying the amount for a bus ticket which I did not travel. She did not care to tell me before the trip that the ticket couldn't be cancelled. Something she has to accept. I can't argue and fight with an emotional mind. I try to find out some solution instead of pin point or blaming anyone for anything. In the evening met P***** over tea and had a good time. On our way back saw and met G********* and her parents. Seems whatever has transpired in the last few days she has taken it personally and still thinking about it seriously. Arrey yaar move on. People planned, went and came back from the trip. And continuously thinking negative about it won't lead anywhere. Anyways we spoke as if nothing happened.

24th Dec: was suppose to meet My school pals over breakfast - S****** & P*********. Was suppose to reach there by 8 but got late by an hour. Good thing was they waited for me and only I reached we had breakfast. It was nice meeting them.

Went for shopping to Phoenix and bought few stuff. In the evening went to meet the Zumba folks in a small get-together. It was so much if fun. Indeed women becomes strong once she gets married and when she give birth to child and raises them. So much of laughter - just loved it - touchwood. May this group grow and we cherish each other's presence.

Peace and Merry Christmas! 

Hmmm....

Didn't knew what to put as a title of this post. So ended up with hmmm....

Pune visit came as an eye opener for me.Good that I went there. I thought I knew about people who are in my life. Santosh was amazed to hear that I am in his city. He invited me over to his place. I said it would be awkward for everyone at home. He said no it would be fine. Then in a shocking voice he said that I will come to know lot many things about him. I asked him what that would be..he said his marital status- he is married. I asked him he never told or shared about this with me. His reply stunned me. He said I never asked about it. I've been interacting with this guy close to 5 yrs now and not once he revealed about his marital status. Instead he had sent me messages like "like u and share whatever you feel like" "great to have a Frd like you". Friends don't hide such things and married guy won't send a message like that. Won't talk to this guy again. To hell with him. Felt sorry for the women who married him.

I feel am vulnerable right now. It's like an open wound which needs to be healed.i don't want to fall for anyone right now. But his (guy at work)eyes says something else at times. And how he behaves at times. He is far younger to me.... Let's not dwell deeper into it. The more I think about his eyes more I feel attracted towards him. Oh ... I don't want to fall in this trap again... He is a nice chap though- but no. On one side I say Not now. Let me be with peace. But this feeling is strong I tell your that I feel like giving up..... Hate to go thru this.....

Peace!