Beautiful Morning

I am all up & ready & waiting for the cab to the office. Probably that would take another hour or so. So thought of updating this space.



Its a beautiful wednesday morning. Its all cloudy & seems it would rain in the next couple of hours. Relief from the scorching heat & sunny weather of summers. And how could i forget my parents. Well, another proposal & again the same story. They are not ready to listen to me. says the family background is good & for them it doesnt matter if the guy earns less(compared to me). But it matters a lot to me. If that is the case I cannot leave my work if i want to after marriage. I cannot move to a small town & cant think of spending a day there. A day is fine but not a month or the entire lifetime. I am used to this fast paced life of metro. i doubt if i would be able to survive somewhere else. My eating habits are different as compared to southies. I cannot bear idli-dosas. I need north indian food in my b'fast, lunch & dinner. My mother cooks it all so no probs till now. Cant say the same if this proposal materializes.Communication which is important in relationships. I cant speak my mother tongue. He probably speaks his mother tongue. Now in which language should we select to talk. I speak hindi at home. God knows if he knows anything about hindi.

By writing this post i do not want to show anyone in bad light. My point is straight which my parents are not able to understand- its not going to workout for me. and they simply try to ignore me by giving justifications like money doesnt matter & all that. I am harsh
& rude. Probably the circumstances these days have made me like this. I wish this is just another phase.