Hair Cut

Finally got a hair cut yesterday :)

Loooooong weekend

I love to sleep like a log :D But I cant sleep for long. N' my biggest problem for the next days are what am I going to do for the next 2 days. Phew.... I am going to write the "Faerie Tale" series on Monday. Probably would get a hair cut tomorrow. Lets see... My brother doesnt leave TV because IPL just started n' he watches every match of cricket. anyways .... dekhte hain...

Now I remember Shaheen would be landing late night i guess. Lets see if we can catch up this week or the next week. 

I hate summers of Delhi. Simply hate it...!!! :P

Something different & ME

One thing I would try never to miss on my offs is to watch playing the kids of our society. They play Basketball & few days back only one of them had the basketball n' today I saw five such balls in the court. Reminds me of my past where we kids would fight with our parents to have the latest n' the best amongst in our group.

This reminds me one of the incidents to which I was the witness. This happened last month when I was happily doing the morning shift. Usually the cab picks me just outside of the society gate but due to the jam faced in the morning hours, cab mates prefer the other route for which I've to go to the other side of the road to board the cab which is just outside the premises of one of the schools. .Well, I love to walk during the morning hours. So one fine day as I was waiting for the cab, casually I moved my head towards the entrance of the school. I saw a littly girl in her school uniform going inside the school with a heavy heart. Outside the closed gate was his father on his bike n' watching his daughter going inside the premises. This girl would take 2 steps n' then would look back at her father thinking probably he might take her back to home. Her father signalled her to go inside the premises. She took another 2 more steps n' looked back at her father indicating that she isnt interested in coming to the school. Slowness in her steps indicated all this.  Slowly she climbed the stairs and her father kept standing at the gate till she disappeared in the hall. All this happened within few seconds n' melted my heart. It reminded me of my initial days when I would cry on the thought of going to the school.  For me that was one of the beauties of a parent-child relationship. 

These days I am trying to concentrate on my work n' I find my beaviour is changing day by day. I remember i used to be one of the carefree, calm and used to live with dont-care attitude. But these days I get irrirated so easily that I fail to control my temper. I argue & fight with my colleagues which I always hated. Alright from today onwwards  i  promise myself that I would try to be in good frame of mind. No matter what :) n' would try to smile as much as I can.

My laptop is giving trouble while I read/write the DVDs. Lens cleaner which I bought online seems to be a bad one. Trust me these electronic equipments can drive you nuts if something goes bad. Last time I struggled with the webcam but the reloading of the OS resolved the issue for me :) Lets see what happens this time. :)

Peace!

Just another week

Why a dream like that...
* I saw him yesterday in my dream. Its been a long long time since I met or saw him in real life. His smile seemed so fresh that I forgot that it was me who broke his heart. But why did he appear in my dream.... Probably thats a sign that am missing a good friend in my life....I wish him good things in his life because he's a good guy n' in all circumstances he deserves it. :)
* Few days back I saw myself in Neemuch. Neemuch is a small town n' I spent my precious 2 yrs of my life there when was a kid. I really wanted to visit tthis small town. But then it came true in my dream. I was all lost n' found my school & the area opposite to it covered with trees. God knows but Girish was taking care of my travel.... So weird. Then there were flats n' i kept wandering looking for a specific flat no. .... n' suddenly my mother shook me . Awww I 'lost' Neemuch once again.
Anyways, life's becoming so normal, so plain that I thought of packing my bags n' leaving for some place on this earth where I can be myself. Just me n' no one else....But then it striked me that India is one of the highly populated country :D haaaaaaaa.....Alone to door ki baat hai :d My mind is so calm that it was never like in this state for a long time. But am loving it... :)
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Let me share this incident:
I feel the guys who travel me in the cab needs to be trained on etiquettes. They need it( speacially the ones who reside in west delhi side). I've reasons -
* They dont care that they share the seat with others. They keep submerged in their own world with their earphones tucked in their ears & to the cellphone.(Thats not a prob.). Problem is they dont straight n' at times they intentionally sit this way that their hands tends to touch my body. And then I've to put my handbag in b/w 'us' so that I can be safe from their itentions. :)
* Then they'll put their cellphones on speaker phone to let the entire world know what they're listening to. I call them Idiots because the music is already playing with the stereo which is installed in the cab
* They fall on other creatures like me while they doze off.
* They talk in their loudest possible vocal cord while interacting with the people.(in the cab)
* Two days back I was picked up in a Indica. The car was going on its speed. And this guy was seated in the front. I saw him spitting on the road. Guys you are not going to like what am going to write next. After a while when I looked at the window I felt like throwing out. It was his 'output' which instead of falling on the road made way on the window. Holy shit n' I was sitting next to that window. Gosh... Only I know how I managed to sit there for another 15 mins. Thank God the window was closed n' shut properly.

14th Feb 2009

Wish every soul on this earth is showered by love.
Love nourishes life & soul.
It makes going smooth no matter how tough the times are.
Love should not be felt for a day.... it lasts lifetime.
Hence, let there be no sad soul.... :)
Happy Valentines Day...!!!

prayer

God,
a small & humble prayer. Dont disappoint my parents. They're my life n' are the only ones left in my life who are close to me. Please dont do this to them.

Crush in my dream ;-)

Wew I saw you in one of my dreams yesterday nite...!!!

The dream was like this:: In our school there was some kind of English test which we were suppose to take.One of my old school friend (Bandana) was also there & was very much prepared for the test whereas I wasnt. The teacher walked into the class & one by one she started asking each one of us whether are we prepared for the test or not. The moment she took my name there was thundering claps from the class. The teacher didnt ask me anything & i have to take the test. I saw him taking one of the seats in one of the rows. after the question paper were distributed, he walked upto me & pulled my nose and cheek & said "You liar".I stood up amaziingly & then shook hands with him.

Him is no one but one of my ex-crushes.

Really wish that I get to have atleast a coffee date with him ;-)