Update!

His father called my father yesterday and wanted to find out if there is any change in my decision about his son. No comments as I've already abused this guy a lot! :D

Blah blah blah!

Finally I received my flipbook thru courier today. I only spent 50 bucks on this photo album :) It was worth it. I liked the prints and the size of the pics and the album is good compared to what I had on my mind.

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How people take decisions when it comes to their life partner and marriage ? - blah blah whatever...

                                                                       

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Told him that I've a huge crush on him. He is not ready to get into a relationship right now. It seems another story has come to an almost end - 

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My utmost priority is to get a job ... am trying... lets see...

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This guy came along with his parents to 'see' me. He did not utter a single word to me - did not ask anything. Bizarre part - his parents are ok with the proposal. They did not ask/talk to me either. Is that how it is done in an 'arranged' marriage. The guy spoke to me over the phone after he was pestered by his parents. And his father is after my parents life regarding this proposal. They expect me to say "Yes" to them. Why ? And to top it all he sends me a request to join him in one of those social networking websites after a single phone conversation. I told him already that am not active on these sites (bolne mein kya jaata hai ;-)) but still he did it. And he tells me over the phone that I can see "about him" on one of these sites. Crap! I mean can one summarize about himself/herself on these sites. Abbey O isi site pe shaadi bhi kar lena...

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Peace! Peace! Peace! :)

Helplessness!

I dont know as how to deal with pent up emotions. This independence day is going to be all different from the ones which I had till date. For the past one week am kind of terrified with the thought of meeting this guy and his parents. I don't want to meet him - why in this world are they wasting their time and coming all the way to B'lore.  I don't know what to do or how to cope up with this. I am all stressed out and guess that has started to show on my face too.

They say you have to be practical in life but when it comes to relationships you use your heart not your head - someone told me this few years ago. And it all got refreshed when the same was repeated in one of the episodes of 'Castle'. You make 'them' using your heart not brain. I am hoping for miracles tomorrow.

Life's mystery continues

I dont feel like meeting this guy who is going to be here on 15th. - Not even 1% .

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When am I going to get a job. I don't know that yet. But am hopeful :)

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I ordered a book online which describes Mughal's art, their living & history. Mughal's life always fascinated me. They lived a luxurious life. Agra fort & the monuments of Delhi/Agra has always triggered a curiosity within myself. Book would arrive hopefully next or the next to next week. Lets see how it goes.

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Everyone I talk to these days is travelling to some place. And when I think about myself I get a bad bad feeling.

Peace!

New City - Bangalore

Yes, finally in Bangalore! Never ever imagined that I would be leaving a city like Delhi where I've spent most of my years & move down to South. Well that's what life is all about - change - constant change.

I am without a job here but the hunt is still on. And would continue till I find something good.

My cousin, her husband & her 2 kids are the people that I know here.And have met them few times. Its good to spend some time with kids. They would take you in their own world which you would enjoy. Atleast I enjoyed :)

These days I keep exploring B'lore on its map - try to look for the places that I've been to - places I come to know - places I can visit - and the distance b/w a place to mine.

Delhi roads are the best in the country :) And this BSNL broadband connection is damn slow. But I still want to explore this city with its people.

I wish my hero/crush was here ;-) Atleast I would have been to few places in this city by now. :D I'll wait till he comes back :)

Jack: How're you ? I am all well. :)

Its final!

Finally we are moving to Bangalore permanently. 24th is when we would be flying to the city. I would leave delhi forever n' ever. And that almost brings tears in  my eyes. This is is the city where I've grown up - where I've made friends - where I've spent almost 25-26 yrs of my life. 

Bangalore would be a new city for me. Being a south Indian I've never lived my life in that part of India. We used to visit our hometown that too only for vacations. This is going to be a new experience for me. Lets see how city treats me or vice-verse.

I would miss everything about Delhi :(

la lalalalaaaaaa....

Let me come back to my original self ... :)