One lazy weekend!

I was so happy that from today onwards i was suppose to be 'in' the day shift. But then change is one word which can trickle in from anywhere... you never know. well, from tuesday onwards for this week i am kept in evening shift for some training. Only training n' no work... well i wont mind :)

I wish that puppet makers in India starts coming out with a prototype of a zoozoo. Laughing & smiling zoozoo. I'll buy not one but two of them n' will keep them near my bed. Because that part is also visible from the main room as well as from my parents room. Moreover, they can help me to be in a positive frame of mind no matter what. Their smile & laugh cracks me. Love you... muaaaah...!!!

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There are few numbers which when heard reminds me of someone or the other even today:

1. Masakali : Reminds me of Lalit as he had set this number as his caller tune.

2. Ji Karta (Singh is King): Pragalb.... :)

3. Singh is King : Sachin

4. Mera tughse ka : Bhupinder & his co.

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It was really nice to have spoken to Saroj, sheetal & Shruti after a long time. Shruti is coming back from Australia after her month long training ended this friday. She sounded happy. N' I can very well understand this because i was almost on Cloud9 when we landed on IGI Airport after a 15 days training in US. It feels special to be back with our own people, our own land & amidst our culture. N' of course our folks & siblings :) I dont see myself settling outside this country. Because I know I would be alone. 

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I was going thru one of the dailies n' came across this article on Jennifer Aniston. It was written that she still hasnt got over her relationship with Brad Pitt. I really feel bad for that lady because I've seen her work in one of the most popular shows 'Friends'. She along with her colleagues had made many of us laugh & forgot our worries. I am no one to comment on someones personal life/tragedy. But I do feel for that lady. Its not that easy to end a marriage but I wish that she finds someone who can make her forget her past. Everyone has the right in this world to be loved & to be happy. She is no exception. Money & fame cant get you everything in life. It is just a step towards fulfillment of your 'wants'.

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I love her. Her is my mother here. She's been my source of strength these days along with zoozoo & Elmo :D I really wish that I get her as my mother in all my births. I dont have words to describe her but she's the one who along with my father completes my world. Words wont be sufficient to thank her for everything she has done for me from the day she gave birth to me. Even at this age she still considers me one of her babies at times :D I love you ma n' pa ! You complete me because I am part of you!

A promise

I was not in a good mood all throughout the day n' I dont blame anyone for that. But I am feeling really bad from within &  the last time when I was in such mood was some years ago.

I was not aware as what went wrong with him as he did not turn up for the work for the past 2 days. But I knew something was not right because he isnt that type of guy who would bunk from work when he is needed most (specially on 7th). I even messaged him yesterday -asking & hoping that are fine at his end . I didnt get any answer but sometimes one is so occupied that he/she probably might not respond to the calls/smses depending on the seriousness of the situation. Happens with everyone. The only thing I did as far as I can recall was with a smiling face I asked him why he didnt turn up for work for the past 2 days. He was furious on hearing this & yelled at me in front of everyone. I felt bad really bad because i was at the receiving end. Entire day I couldnt smile. I cant when someone snubs me like that. I guess I bonded well with him & others but I guess we're all different. At one point of time i almost had tears in my eyes but then crying is not the resolution. The last time when I felt like this was one of my newly appointed TL screamed at me for not completing my work. Thats still justifiable. But what happened today is still  a mystery to me. Saurabh was amazed to know that I argue & fight with my colleagues. He couldnt believe. 

Anyways, from tomorrow onwards at work its only going to be work & nothing else- no more jokes & no more personal questions. Period. Probably that would be good for me & others well. 

zoozoo

**** I saw him in my dreams once again... whts wrong with me .... He is one of my ex-crushes. I didnt think about him in the past one month and still wonder how he managed to get into one of my beautful dreams. I was in this mountain which was carved out to make shops & galleries. It was huge & big. It was all green everywhere with grasses & shrubs. and then there was this waterfall too in the same area. Then the wierdiest thing happened. I saw my school & then principal there. The place was crowded & was buzzing with people.I saw him there. He was on his cellphone talking to his gf. After we greeted each other I moved ahead & heard teling his gf on the other line that i was looking good with short hair :) Boyyyyy....  When on this earth am I going to meet you pumpkin boy ? You're still one of my heroes. 

**** Friday was fun day for me. I met Shaheen & Ravi after a gap of 2 years. This meet was only possible b'coz Shaheen flown in from US for her 2 weeks holiday trip to India. I met Yashi last month but meeting in a group was fun. I had a good time after a long long time. It was a coincidence that we 3 of us were dressed in white & black n' were carrying their own umbrellas. I had gone to meet them after i came back from the shift but it was all worth it. The way Yashi pampered me that day reminded me of Ankita. We used to be best of the friends. But then marriage thing happened for her & she simply vanished from the scene. I miss you moti thats what we used to call each other.

**** I've immersed myself into work these days. N' seems it has started getting into my head. That calls for a break which only god knows when am I going to get.

**** I fail to control my temper these days. I promised myself in my previous post but i feel there is no improvement. Guess its better to ignore people & their doings. Thats what helped me in the past. Lets c....

**** I am in love with z00z00s these days. They're so cute & their laughter brings a smile on my face. Their ads are simply wow. Only today came to know from Yugal that these are the acts performed by the human beings. Imagination & creativity has no end. I simply love them n' not to forget my Elmo.muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah......

Thats all for the time being.... Peace!

Hair Cut

Finally got a hair cut yesterday :)

Loooooong weekend

I love to sleep like a log :D But I cant sleep for long. N' my biggest problem for the next days are what am I going to do for the next 2 days. Phew.... I am going to write the "Faerie Tale" series on Monday. Probably would get a hair cut tomorrow. Lets see... My brother doesnt leave TV because IPL just started n' he watches every match of cricket. anyways .... dekhte hain...

Now I remember Shaheen would be landing late night i guess. Lets see if we can catch up this week or the next week. 

I hate summers of Delhi. Simply hate it...!!! :P

Something different & ME

One thing I would try never to miss on my offs is to watch playing the kids of our society. They play Basketball & few days back only one of them had the basketball n' today I saw five such balls in the court. Reminds me of my past where we kids would fight with our parents to have the latest n' the best amongst in our group.

This reminds me one of the incidents to which I was the witness. This happened last month when I was happily doing the morning shift. Usually the cab picks me just outside of the society gate but due to the jam faced in the morning hours, cab mates prefer the other route for which I've to go to the other side of the road to board the cab which is just outside the premises of one of the schools. .Well, I love to walk during the morning hours. So one fine day as I was waiting for the cab, casually I moved my head towards the entrance of the school. I saw a littly girl in her school uniform going inside the school with a heavy heart. Outside the closed gate was his father on his bike n' watching his daughter going inside the premises. This girl would take 2 steps n' then would look back at her father thinking probably he might take her back to home. Her father signalled her to go inside the premises. She took another 2 more steps n' looked back at her father indicating that she isnt interested in coming to the school. Slowness in her steps indicated all this.  Slowly she climbed the stairs and her father kept standing at the gate till she disappeared in the hall. All this happened within few seconds n' melted my heart. It reminded me of my initial days when I would cry on the thought of going to the school.  For me that was one of the beauties of a parent-child relationship. 

These days I am trying to concentrate on my work n' I find my beaviour is changing day by day. I remember i used to be one of the carefree, calm and used to live with dont-care attitude. But these days I get irrirated so easily that I fail to control my temper. I argue & fight with my colleagues which I always hated. Alright from today onwwards  i  promise myself that I would try to be in good frame of mind. No matter what :) n' would try to smile as much as I can.

My laptop is giving trouble while I read/write the DVDs. Lens cleaner which I bought online seems to be a bad one. Trust me these electronic equipments can drive you nuts if something goes bad. Last time I struggled with the webcam but the reloading of the OS resolved the issue for me :) Lets see what happens this time. :)

Peace!

Just another week

Why a dream like that...
* I saw him yesterday in my dream. Its been a long long time since I met or saw him in real life. His smile seemed so fresh that I forgot that it was me who broke his heart. But why did he appear in my dream.... Probably thats a sign that am missing a good friend in my life....I wish him good things in his life because he's a good guy n' in all circumstances he deserves it. :)
* Few days back I saw myself in Neemuch. Neemuch is a small town n' I spent my precious 2 yrs of my life there when was a kid. I really wanted to visit tthis small town. But then it came true in my dream. I was all lost n' found my school & the area opposite to it covered with trees. God knows but Girish was taking care of my travel.... So weird. Then there were flats n' i kept wandering looking for a specific flat no. .... n' suddenly my mother shook me . Awww I 'lost' Neemuch once again.
Anyways, life's becoming so normal, so plain that I thought of packing my bags n' leaving for some place on this earth where I can be myself. Just me n' no one else....But then it striked me that India is one of the highly populated country :D haaaaaaaa.....Alone to door ki baat hai :d My mind is so calm that it was never like in this state for a long time. But am loving it... :)
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Let me share this incident:
I feel the guys who travel me in the cab needs to be trained on etiquettes. They need it( speacially the ones who reside in west delhi side). I've reasons -
* They dont care that they share the seat with others. They keep submerged in their own world with their earphones tucked in their ears & to the cellphone.(Thats not a prob.). Problem is they dont straight n' at times they intentionally sit this way that their hands tends to touch my body. And then I've to put my handbag in b/w 'us' so that I can be safe from their itentions. :)
* Then they'll put their cellphones on speaker phone to let the entire world know what they're listening to. I call them Idiots because the music is already playing with the stereo which is installed in the cab
* They fall on other creatures like me while they doze off.
* They talk in their loudest possible vocal cord while interacting with the people.(in the cab)
* Two days back I was picked up in a Indica. The car was going on its speed. And this guy was seated in the front. I saw him spitting on the road. Guys you are not going to like what am going to write next. After a while when I looked at the window I felt like throwing out. It was his 'output' which instead of falling on the road made way on the window. Holy shit n' I was sitting next to that window. Gosh... Only I know how I managed to sit there for another 15 mins. Thank God the window was closed n' shut properly.